I see you in the hall and you smile
So I slightly nod your way
I go on walking as though I'm fine
Because my excitement I must delay

But your not someone I'm supposed to want
Your with her instead
And it wasn't her that you smiled at
But the excitement must stay in my head

From then until the end of the day
I keep thinking about that smile
And it makes me happy to know that
I have crossed your mind for just awhile

And now as I sit and think
All of these thoughts that i must hide
I just cant help but wonder
When you see me what do you feel inside?

I get so curious that I ask you
Without making it blunt
But you rip me into pieces
Like a hawk whos on the hunt

I feel the tears coming on
And I know that I'll break down
And I think if there was a prize for honesty
Then you would wear the crown

That night I wanted to hate you
With a passion in my heart
But once I realize what youd said I knew
You'd just taken me apart

You can see the person that I am
Even though I've tried to disguise
The person that I really am
Who's hiding behind lies

So now that I dont know what to do
And am in a huge disaster
I regret everything I've done
But the world keeps moving faster

Nothing will stop or slow down
And no friend wants to be
The one who has to put their life on pause
Because of pathetic little me

But their will be no more worries
Because this time will be the last
That I'll be here and from now on
I'll only be in your past